Corinne was
told that because her cancer was at Stage 3 or 4 (rather than
Stage 1 or 2), this radiation therapy would be optional. During
our conversation on the drive home after getting this information,
we figured out that it wasnt exactly good news. It meant
Corinnes chance of survival was low enough that this treatment
would not necessarily make the definite difference to save her
life.
Unlike
most people I know, Corinne has considered
each of her cancer treatments optional. She
insists that she makes the choice whether
to accept any therapy offered. She carefully
and practically weighs the expected impact
on her quality of life against the predicted
benefits. If this thing should end up killing
her, she wants to avoid spending the last
months of her life crippled by painful and
time-consuming treatments.
In the end,
Corinne chose to accept the 18 daily radiation treatments because
she was told that doing so would reduce the odds of the tumor
recurring in her neck from 50% down to 20%. She continued to worry,
though, that the radiation was just a sugar pill to make her feel
she was curing her cancer. We felt that this might be a superstitious
exercise in service of statistics. It was like being offered one
of those terrible deals you can refuse.